dreaming of you


I go to bed and dream of you.. I close my eyes and in my mind it's true.. I wake up crying because you're not by my side.. I don't know what to do.. I NEED you in my life..

But you're over there and I'm right here.. I'm falling to my knees; You're nowhere near.. I cry out for you but you don't reply.. I try to say hello but it's just goodbye.. How am I supposed to do this? You know I'd give my life up for you. But your world's in the way.. And it makes my heart go astray.. And it kills me knowing that I can't see your face again..

You're the only one in my dreams.. You're the only one I ever see.. I can't go on living like this.. I've got to let you know that I exist.. You've stolen my heart from that first kiss.. I just have to see you again..

I go to bed and dream of you.. I close my eyes and in my mind it's true..

puisi ,,,,,,,

please come back to me


It doesn't hurt as much anymore-
When I think about you.
I still wake up crying,
And I still feel feel empty inside.

It's not as hard as it used to be-
To think about you.
I can think of your smile now,
Though I don't dare think of your eyes.

I don't cry as much anymore-
While I think about you.
Of course I still cry a lot,
But it's easier to hold it in now.

I get scared sometimes-
So I think about you.
It takes my mind off being afraid,
And leaves me to focus on breathing.

I can almost breathe now-
During the times I think about you.
I think it's getting easier to do,
Even though I have to concentrate real hard.

I like to close my eyes sometimes-
And just think about you.
It makes it easier to pretend,
Sometimes I pretend you still love me.

I still only want you-
That's why I think about you.
Sure it makes me sad,
But memories are all I have left of you.

I guess it's obvious-
I think about you.
I still love, need, want, and adore you.
Please...come back to me.

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